Sitting alone in my living room watching Game 7, refusing to believe it was actually over. Shedding a few tears, trying to pull myself together and saying ' it's just a game'...that turned into ' it's just a god damn game'...which then turned into ' holy fucking hell I'm going to smash my laptop into pieces'. Even now my chest feels all tight when I think back to everything that went through my head that night. (ok, maybe that's partly to do with the fact I'm wearing my Tanner Glass Scrabble Champ shirt and it looks like his face is on my boob). Then came the rioting. I knew it would come no matter what but it was still shocking, sitting up alone until well after midnight watching it all unfold on CTV.
I want to have flashbacks of the happy times. Alex Burrows' and Kevin Bieksa's great goals don't work, because I just remember being so exciting thinking ' holy shit, this may actually happen'. I wish I could think back to just watching regular season games that weren't life or death, chirping some of my Oilers and Flames fan friends. I just can't seem to remember exactly what that's like. Hopefully once the first regular season game gets here I will feel that excitement again. Dealing with some personal crap in my own life, hopefully it will be a nice distraction.
I am excited for these things
- Seeing Keith Ballard actually play again
- Seeing Chris Tanev continue to be awesome
- Keith Ballard's first hipcheck of the season
- Seeing Mason Raymond skate again
- Hopefully, once I get some stuff sorted out, get back to Vancouver for a home game. It's been way to long.
- Gathering up as many Canucks fans as I can here in Edmonton and watching a game somewhere
That's all I have right now. Anyway, while you're reading check out this great story on Tanner Glass giving back to his home town. also Alixiswright37's great blog post "A Day In The Life Of A Canucks Fan". Hopefully I have more to say soon.